International House Of Prayer - Day 1

Hey I'm back!

Christa and I just finished our 2 day drive into Kansas City, MO yesterday. Today was our first day encountering the Prayer House and FCF services. Let me just say that it is very apparent that the Lord has an assignment for us here. It feels like I have a big sign over my head that everyone can see but me. It's almost as if they see exactly why God wants me here and are so excited for me. I have had two encounters today with people from the church that just made me want to weep as they just spoke. God was moving in my heart. Maybe in later days when I am free to share I will talk about it a little more in depth, but right now I don't feel it is right timing. 

So we walk into the prayer room and we are just grabbing info sheets about all the services yada, yada and decide to ask the receptionist, Phillip, about the prophetic ministry sign up list. Christa begins to tell him that we are new and need information and as soon as he learns that he looks at me with a locked gaze not saying anything for what felt like forever and I knew the Lord was there...I was holding back a flood of tears. He began to speak about the importance of the decision I made to come to IHOP, a little about why the Lord brought me there, the importance of my relationship with Christa, my significance in Vegas and on and on. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore it was just overwhelming. THIS WAS JUST THE INFORMATION BOOTH!!

So I somewhat collect myself and walk into the prayer room and Misty just walks in and begins her set. Half way between her first song she beings to sing prophetically and I KNOW God is speaking to me through her song. She sings about remembering the past when we were dreamy eyed friends of God and how we  look back on those days now and say they were the best days of our lives. She sang exact thoughts and intimate moments in my life that I have had with God that no one could ever know....I just wept and wept. My heart was being reconnected and coming alive again. Then she began to sing that He will make it all beautiful again and it will all be worth it and about how He remembers us...

My heart is wrecked...

I know that this time is a time where God is taking me back to being just a daughter, not a leader, worship leader, ICLV staff member, or whatever other title, position or role I have been labeled with. Just a daughter being lavished by the father heart of God.

This is only day one. I can not wait to see how the rest of the time goes.

That's all for tonight...i'm exhausted.

Love you guys.